A fifty year old friend who has a growing TV career asked me if I thought her desire for success in what is, for her, a new direction is just some kind of midlife crisis. What a brutal description. Why is it that we should be tempted to question our choices that involve change as... Continue Reading →

Life among the chickens Strange weather we’re getting... I think we've had everything now. One could be forgiven for expecting the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse to come trit-trotting over the horizon at any moment. In the middle of it all, I have just been enjoying a brief spell during which the sun put in... Continue Reading →

Gentle Reminders The more we pray, the closer we get to God. Christians, just like people of many faiths, are taught that if we want to enjoy a close relationship with God, then we need to spend time in his presence and this is something that can take more discipline than we perhaps have. I... Continue Reading →

While rummaging through old bits and pieces the other day, I bumped into this. I wrote it quite a few years ago for goodness knows what reason, and on rediscovering it, I thought I'd pass it on to you... It's all about long suffering other halves....  I have to say that after many years of... Continue Reading →

What to keep and what to let go.... This year, rather than make promises to myself as the chimes started at twelve o'clock on New Year's Eve, I prepared in advance. Nothing new, just part of my ongoing battle to get closer to God... I’m learning to let go, to give in to His plan,... Continue Reading →

Did I mention my son?... The story behind our song, Christmas Lady. Click here to listen to Christmas Lady: I'm a mother like many mothers, and it would probably be fair to say that I am disproportionately delighted with my child. You've probably met one like me at parties; we're tiresomely obsessed with our little darlings... Continue Reading →

Christmas and Motherhood

The first song that Kevin and I ever wrote together was this, a track appropriate for this time of year: https://soundcloud.com/outoftheashesmusic/06-christmas-lady/s-tW3CA?in=outoftheashesmusic/sets/out-of-the-ashes-the-garden/s-tW3CA The lyrics come from a place of thinking not just about the birth of Christ, but about my own experiences as a parent. I've only had one child and I am daily astonished by... Continue Reading →

When grief takes hold Behind the song ‘Life Goes On’. Last year I had my tenth miscarriage. I find it strange that with each pregnancy hope for a second child would be reborn with renewed optimism. Excuses would be found for previous miscarriages that would make this pregnancy different. And then, as things started going... Continue Reading →

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